The Meeting!

"And everything you stand for turns on to spite you" he said that while he was starring to me and then he said "you were wrong, you have to admit it"


I looked to him to see my entire life passing through my mind like when you see a fish moving slowly in a very clear river and wondered : but how? I was controlling my life and everything I wished for became true, it was a set of miracles that rarely happen to any person, I was leading my destiny to the place I wanted it to go to.
"wrong, you thought you were leading your life but in fact, your destiny was leading you, you can't lead your destiny before you can lead your self, you thought you are lucky, you thought you were walking on the right path but in fact you were just moving slowly to the biggest trap that you had earlier prepared for yourself...." he said that before I interrupt his talking to ask him: but who are you?& where are we?
"you made the biggest mistake by thinking your having the knowledge you need to have, you moved to the trap by thinking that your logic was stronger than others, but during gaining your knowledge and establishing your logic, you've forgot yourself, and forgot to apply what you knew but yet you thought for unkown reason that your moving to the right path, following the right directions, while you were following nothing, you thought you are near while in fact you were the most far person from your beliefs, your goals, and even your dreams" he ignored my question and said that! and while he was saying I was walking in a very big place, getting from a room to another and everything I have seen made me scared, every room was having a different style of shitty things, other rooms were just empty and on the other side there was these rooms that were nearly very clean but it was locked, where are we? what is the place? and who are you?


"I am yourself, & this is your mind" proudly he said and then he drew a smile on his face before he goes on to say "you don't meet yourself everyday, huh?" then he turned to be a huge light that you can feel but you can't see, "I am withen you, I am the nearest to you, I am the one who gave you the signs, got you out of troubles, stood beside you, helped you and supported you, I gave you your life by my life to live your life in my life, I am the truth you believe in but you never follow, I am the one who always in change, isn't it the time for you to change? if you think your near, I am telling you that you are very far, you can read the road signs, its the time to lead yourself and shine, you have no idea how much I love you, how much I want you to get near and how much you need to be here, if you think ill keep forgiving then I will forgive you not because you deserve it but because I deserve it!"


he said that & I listened to it, I understood now many thing, clearfied almost everything, I was wrong, no miracles happen to me because of me, it all happeness to me to be either a trap or a bless
I am the only who could choose to make it either a trap or a bless.
before I get out of that I just need to know one thing


if this is me and me is you, then who is me? and who is you?
and no answer was recieved, because your entire life will be based on your answers for this two questions!
life is nothing, you are everything so put your everything in it to make it valuable!

Karim Kamel